My Buy-A-Farm-Fund

I decided i should start saving for my farm now.
The thought prompted me to start my Buy-A-Farm-Fund!
I'm really trying to stick to the habit of dumping in money daily
And hopefully my piggybank overflows soon enough
Hahah.

We calculated.
One square meter of farmland is gonna cost us approximately $15.
So i said we should buy one sqaure meter of land every year
But i realised we won't even have enough land to build a farmhouse by the end of 50 at that rate.
So, 100 square meters of land per year looks more promising.
That would put us back to about $1500 per year.
Then I thought of building a dog house, buy a dog and make him watch over that 100 sq meters of farm.
Sounds perfect!
Except when dani asked who is gonna feed the dog.
Can't we put an automatic food dispenser?

I have decided.
I want one of every farm animal, 1 dog and 2 cats.

Time to say goodbye.

I counted.
This is the fifth time i said goodbye.
It has been almost 8 months and time flies indeed.
I wonder how many more goodbyes will there be.
Cause saying goodbye is so draining.

We sat at Popeyes waiting for 2235 to come.
And plans for the next few trips began to materialised.
Then he said to me:
We make our decision at the end of the year.

Chasing the midnight train.

Overslept this morning! My usually dependable alarm didn't go off this morning though my phone wasn't on silent. So i got an extra hour of sleep. Not that i mind though. Hahah.

Everyone's supposed to feel refreshed for the start of a new week after having the weekend to rest but i'm feeling quite the opposite. Still aching from Friday's climb and the full day of shopping on Sunday didn't do my aching limbs any good. Thinking back, I think I haven't had the opportunity to sleep for more than 6 hours during weekdays since I came back last June. That's almost 8 months of sleep deprivation!
Okay. I am not supposed to complain. People always try to convince me that sleep is a waste of time anyway though I disagree.
I need sleep. Lots of sleep. I really enjoy the days spent indoors watching tv and sleeping with the bf. The routine consists of sleep, wake up, tv, food, tv, nap, wake up, tv, food, tv, tv, lots of tv and finally sleep again. I love days like that!

On a grey note,
My day was off to a great start until now.
I think when 2 persons cannot get along, they simply just don't no matter what.
Period.

Ayo, I'm tired of using technology..


The best thing about being is school is that there are no politics.
No doubt exams are such a bother but at least that's all we have to worry about right

Have been so stressed up these couple of weeks.
And i don't know how to deal with all the impending issues.
All i know is that i feel like a beef patty.
Stuck in between everything else.

I always believed that when it comes to work,
Personal feelings should be put aside.
It is like an unspoke rule.
I know for sure that this is no easy feat.
Because feelings always dictate the way we behave.
But even if someone like me (who is highly drmatic and emotional) can do it,
Then i don't understand why people who have worked for a dozen years or more cannot do the same.
I find it absurb that I have to be the one teaching my seniors that.

No one really comprehends the position i am currently in.
And it's incredibly difficult to make either parties understand.
Neither side is making things any easier for me
Yet i am just trying to be fair to both.
If only work was less complicated.
If only people were more forgiving.
If only adults behave like adults.

If only.