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A Thousand Lilac Petals
And chapters of my life Quotes: Good friends, good books and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life.
My hands
Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 4:31 AM
In the fire

I have no photos for today.
Just got back from climbing and i feel so tired.
Don't know if it's physically or mentally.
I don't wish to think about tmr nor the next few days.
Cause i know it'll be hard to get through the rest of the week at work.

Only another 3 days next week before the amsterdam and shanghai/dubai/grand canaria trip.
It'll be one long month before ISSM.
That's when it'll all come together again.
After which, it's only during the Essen show.
And it'll be joe who will come to Nippon Steel.
I detest this dreadful feeling.

I'm a little confused right now.
Not sure if i'm happy or not.
I know things shouldn't be happening.
But things seem to be happening.
And perhaps we both feel it too.

Is it destined to be like that?
So i am destined to keep falling into bottomless pits.
I have yet to crawl my way out of one.
Yet sometimes, i think i have already hit the bottom with that one.