As far as i know
I have never been able to get her out of my mind and my life.
She haunts me.
Especially when she's near.
I try to push her aside.
But she creeps back in.
Stealthily.
Steadily.
She's always there to mock me.
Her presence reminds me of my failure.
I don't want to have to face her.
Especially not in a sea of familiarity.
I try to replace her face with his.
His infectious smile.
His intense look of concentration.
Yet his face fades from my mind sometimes.