Across the clear blue skies

It's already saturday.
The sun seems to be shining today.
But will it last?
Cause the weather has been so erratic recently.
I hope the warmth of the sun lasts long enough.

I have been mulling over this question for the past few days:
Am i afraid to be alone?
I guess so.
I will be scared.
I will be lonely.
But i figured it would be better than being miserable.
And some say being alone trains independence.
That, i believe.

Life experiences determines who we are.
It shapes the the person we become.
Some change for the better;
Some for the worse.
And i hope i am the former.
Growing up ain't easy.
There are more issues to deal with;
More pain to go through;
More hardships to endure;
And less room for mistakes.
As much as i wish growing up was easier,
I have learnt alot along the way.

Perhaps it's time to step out of my comfort zone and sheltered life.
And i hope i'll be a better girl.