My Baby Steps

I'm aching all over now but it feels good.
Joined the guys for training yesterday and i am glad that i did.
Decided that i have to start climbing hard instead of just doing all those leisure climbs.
Or i'll just keep deproving.
And i can't let that happen.
Feel that i lack everything now.
The endurance, the strength and especially finger strength.
I have to work harder.
And i have to climb more.
I know it'll take some time for me to catch up with the rest with my current standard.
But it's ok.
I don't mind starting all over again.
I don't mind joining the novice girls for training, building everything from scratch.
In fact, the novice girls may even be better than me.
Haven't been able to do alot of routes.
I feel demoralised sometimes but i know that doesn't mean i can give up.
All the more i should try.
Once, twice, thrice.. it doesn't mater how many times.
As long as i don't give in.
And i will get there one day.
No more being lazy.
I hope i will improve steadily.
On a side note, i can't seem to differentiate comma and apostrophe any longer.