Let me hold on to tonight

I am aching all over again though it isn't as bad as last week.
Training with the team was incredibly fun.
The girls are really an awesome bunch.
And i really enjoy training with them.
So much fun, some much laughter and so much energy.
Makes the toughness of training so much more bearable.
And it brings back the precious memories of those training days during year 1 and 2.
I would say nothing can beat that.
The camaraderie, the friendship, the team spirit.
Nothing can replace that.

It hasn't been easy trying to catch up with the rest.
The moves that they can all do,
The ease at which they climb,
And the endurance that they possess,
Is what i need to work on.
I really appreciate the trainers for allowing me to join in the trainings.
Gives me the motivation to continue climbing and to want to improve.
Especially with this bunch of fun people.

Trainings with the guys have been great too.
It may be tougher to a certain extent but the extra hard work is what i really need.
Boulder is another 2 months away.
I used to think i would still take part but now i would think otherwise.
I am definitely not in any position to compete now.
I need alot more training and alot more hardwork before i can even think about it.
Yet, i think i'll be as happy standing by the sidelines watching the team compete.
Meanwhile, i just want to improve steadily.

Dad said: "You won't be able to get 100% girl, 70% will be good enough"
And i think i agree.