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A Thousand Lilac Petals
And chapters of my life Quotes: Good friends, good books and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life.
I pulled
Saturday, January 3, 2009, 10:54 AM
And there was a hole..

Realised that i haven't been blogging the past few days.
Not sure if it's because i am lazy or that i just don't feel like putting anything into words.
Sometimes there are just things that can't be conveyed with words.
And i think the past week have been like that.
I guess i ought to write about the past year's highlights or the past year's happenings or even the past year's reflections but i don't have the heart to.
What about this year's resolutions then?
I don't have any at the moment.
I only have new year wishes.
Not for myself.

I was thinking:
How does one make oneself less stupid, less silly, less stubborn
How does one know if someone else cares
How does one react to revelations
How does one decide what's really good for oneself
How does one have the strength to pull through the difficult times
How does one convince oneself to be so decisive
How does one get through everyday unscathe
How does one mend the hole in one's favourite pillow

Then i decided:
One's stupidity, one's silliness and one's stubborness is inborn. There's no way one can change it so one should live with it.
One shouldn't bother who cares or who doesn't.
One should just face up to the revelations.
One doesn't know what's really good for oneself, so don't bother to decide.
One should just use up whatever strength one has left, maybe the difficult times would be over soon.
One should not bother to convince oneself.
One must be very lucky to get throught everyday in one piece.
One must mend the hole no matter what.