A Myraid Of Thoughts

It gets a little hard to pen down your thoughts once they accumulate. I have been wanting to blog since getting back 2 days ago but somehow or rather, i realised that i didn't know where to start. So much have been going on the past few days. Rushing to finish up my work on hand, going on the trip, coming back, and now back to work. A whole lot seemed to have happened while i was away and i am having trouble trying to catch up with it all. I guess i don't have the luxury of time slowing down for me, neither do i have the world stopping for me. I just have to jump into the race and run tirelessly like everyone else.

The trip was great. Although it was only to our neighbouring country but it really gave me some time off from everything that have been going on the past months. I didn't have to wake up before the sun rises, sit within four walls, contain my thoughts and feelings, sleep early and do all the usual stuff. The 4 days was basically a breakaway from my everyday life. All that i ever did was eat and shop then eat and shop again and finally eat then sleep. Sounds boring but i find it enjoyable. Sometimes people can find joy in mundane stuff. I think what i enjoyed most was the fact that i was in a place where no one knew me. I could do the silliest stuff and i could bully people for all i want and no one knows who i am. The food was delectable. I remember weighing myself the moment i arrived, i weighed 41kg. When i weighed myself again at the end of the 4th day, i was 43kg. I ate 2 kg worth of food. The shopping wasn't all that fantastic and i didn't buy much but window shopping was just as enjoyable. What i found most gratifying was the hotel. It had a good location, ample facilities and cushy finishings. The parents each had their own rooms while the 3 girls shared another room. We had a hell lot of fun playing texas hold em before bed each night. Talk about Famous Amos with chick peas and bets.

Returning home was such a spoiler, but unavoidable. It's back to work again and now that i have alot more to do, i hardly have time to breathe. No, it doesn't apply to everyday. It applies to only certain days like yesterday. Kept running in and out of office the entire day, didn't even have the time to warm my chair for more than 15 mins each time. It was no better after work. Today have been much better though. Morning was hectic as well but things have settled towards the afternoon, and that's why i am blogging!

Now that holidays are over, it's time to settle all the stuff that have been put on hold. The party is one big thing. Have been trying to get all my deco and neccesities for the party done asap but i always end up with loose ends to tie up. I have yet to finish buying the deco for my tree; have yet to order the turkey because i need the red rewards card; have yet to prepare the door gift; have yet to settle the food list and what nots.

Met up with Jane and Tianyi last night. Jane, if you're reading this, i want to say that you are such a darling to me. You never fail to amuse me. You snort just like me when we laugh too hard (just to irritate Xin). We have the same weird mouth movement when we talk. You make me laugh for every moment that you're around. You can always cheer me up when i'm down. And your words are always so encouraging. Thanks babex. But, you never stay for long. You're always flitting around, back here for a few days then off to somewhere else and before i can catch you again, you're back in melb already.

I feel that i am a lucky girl for having friends who stick by me through all the ups and downs in my life. For that, i'm thankful.

So maybe i am only destined to have friends.