I think distance matters. Some say distances throw people apart yet i think distances can also bring 2 people closer. I used to think that long distnace relationships cannot survive the time but maybe i was wrong. Be it friendships or relationships, i thought that people will definitely grow apart over time. But for once today, i finally realised that it may not necessarily be the case. Some people grow closer despite the distance and despite the time difference. In fact, two persons separated across the globe may be even closer than a similar two persons who are constantly in close proximity.

At this point in time, i feel that the past years have been a failure and i have never realised that until now. Is it me? I thought i have always been there and done enough but today, i realised maybe not. I thought there are people worse off than me, more unreasonable than me and more demanding than me but i forgot that there are also others who are better than me, more easily satisfied than me and more understanding than me. I never thought that maybe i haven't done enough and maybe there is more that i can do. I thought i knew the people around me well but i never thought perhaps i don't really know them at all. I thought i knew what went on around me but now i know i have overlooked many stuff. I thought i wasn't stupid but maybe i really am.

People tell me: "It's never too late if you realise your mistakes", but i don't buy it. These are only comfort words because how many people can actually relate to that. I think too much and it's time to do away with all these thoughts.

I'm picking up one piece a day.