Battle of the body organs

I'm having a bad day. Been making so many mistakes at work. Getting really frustrated. Though some are just small mistakes but i feel so bothered by them. Everything feels heavy today and that's just when i thought my mood's lifting.

Sometimes there are things that you don't want to know, gossips that you don't want to hear, images that you don't wish to see but sadly can't avoid. Sometimes there are words that you want to believe and people that you want to trust but you don't know if you can. And sometimes there are confessions that you want to make, thoughts that you want to reveal and once again, you know you shoudn't. Is it because the heart rules over the mind. What does it take for the mind to take control. Yet, even if it does, it may not necessarily be the best thing. Maybe i ought to ask, what does it take for the mind and the heart to not exist. I would probably like that.

They say the mind should rule over the heart but the mind isn't firm enough. I always let the heart rule and bid the mind to follow. But for now, i'd gladly give up the mind and forgo the heart only because both the mind and heart can't do anything right. They aren't even doing their normal duties. The heart isn't beating; the mind isn't working.

My cactus is growing fatter.