At times like this...
That's when i feel alone.

The world seems to be getting on fine even without me.
Is that why each inidividual is so insignificant?

"There's no one in this world that you cannot live without"
Makes sense doesn't it.
The sun still rises, time still slips by, life still goes on.
I guess all it really takes is time.

I'm not moving on.
It's so easy to say, "Ok, it's time for me to move on", but it's hard to go through with it.
I'm constantly surrounded by this emptiness.
One that fun and laughter can't fill, one that friends can't take away.
I just can't seem to break away from this empty feeling.
Life is just not fulfilling.

When will this facade of mine break.
I have no idea.
I might be able to keep it up for the next few weeks or it could simply break the very next day.
What will become of me then?

The past weeks have left me with alot to think about and to think of but i don't wish to think.
Thinking hurts. Remembering hurts. Missing hurts. Only sleeping doesn't.
Can't i just sleep my days away.. I used to have a reason to wake up to but not anymore.

Hopes are only for those who still believe in it.