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A Thousand Lilac Petals
And chapters of my life Quotes: Good friends, good books and a sleepy conscience: this is the ideal life.
I hate to be alone
Wednesday, November 7, 2007, 12:40 AM
Got home really late for dinner and i felt really frustrated by it..

I don't know why i'm so anal about it but i hate eating alone and i hate having to eat cold food.
I just want to sit down and have dinner with my parents.. it's been awhile since i last had dinner with the both of them (maybe not really that long) but i only get to do it once or twice a week..

It was really upsetting to come home and find the house empty.. I thought everyone would be home but no one was.

Had my dinner sitting in front of the TV. Wished that my mom or sisters would come home soon.. I didn't know where did they disappear to.. even daddy wasn't home.

Can't really remember when was the last sunday that i had breakfast with my parents.. i feel like i'm missing out on alot. Dad have been real busy these days.. coming home late and flying off alot. I seldom get to see him. When he's home for dinner, i'm not. When i'm home, he's out. Though we don't usually talk alot, but i just like having his presence around..

I wish we could have breakfast this sunday.